My First Love!

Anything and everything needs a start and has a start, but tell me, this can any one name or remember the day the feeling of love towards the other person started, or rather bloomed in your heart?

      Personally, I never know or remember when I fell in love. All I remember now are the smiles, tears and stories we share together today. I don’t even remember when the first time I told ‘I love you’ or heard the same but yeah, I do remember the compliments I received as they are very special and rare and also the tearful moments (remember, tears spill out in sorrow and also at times of ultimate joy). Maybe I am in love with this person from the day one I met, but realized this 4 or 5 years ago, not counting the first few days or years of my acquaintance because on hearing (as I don’t remember) to all the admiration I had, it makes me arrive at the conclusion that I was truly, deeply and madly in love.

      All the memories I have in store about us starts with misunderstandings or mistaking the love, affection and intentions of this person. But now when I walk through my nostalgia, all I can say from it is that this was the person (the strong stubborn pillar of my life) that made me what I am today, supported and supporting me through everything, gave me the strength and stamina to face this hard tough world today, though not in a way I understood. I always feel sorry for realizing my love affection and adoration so late and making the other person that makes me => US wait for such long time to reciprocate all the love that was showered on me all through my life, but yeah, better late than never! I realized and now I cherish it forever!

   It ought to be mentioned that we fight , argue, cry, sulk and try to prove our strengths and like every other girl even I fight for my rights that I am denied and deprived from. But then again, at the end of the day I bow down my head to this dominant, headstrong, aggressive person when all that this person has done for me in spite of such tough times dawn on to me. Don’t know how far we will make out the journey together, but as long as we live, I am there for this person whatever that may take and cost.

       Know what? I have never seen a person who is so dominant ever *around me*. Not a single soul ever since I was born dominates me so much, but got to take up all that as I solely make and form the world of this person! If there is any soul on earth that eats, breathes, smiles, cries and lives just for me and only for me, that would be this soul that makes I => WE.

     This soul happens to be MY FIRST LOVE. We are *The Best of Friends!* There is nothing that happens in this person’s life that is not known to me! And this person says that she feels secured when I am by her side and that I was the only thing that ever happened to her according to her wish in whole her life! But the only problem I have with her is that she doesn’t want me to wear a saree and walk beside her, because she is scared that the world will get to know that she is no more a youngster, but the mother of an young lady!


     Yes, this person, this soul happened and happens to be my *MOM*, my first friend, my first love, my first heroine, my first hatred, my strength, my weakness, my eternal love, my MOTHER!


P.S: I don’t love her so much all the time. I hate her like hell when she turns to be that serious dominant AMMA!